lrk

littleradishkid @ 2006-08-06T12:37:00

2006-08-06T19:38:22Z

Ugh... what the hell happened last night?!

Summer English Composition?

2006-07-21T06:11:34Z

A summer day, a summer day, a summer day.
I hate summer.

Actually, I never hated summer until I found out through my television that I was supposed to L O V E ! summer.

As if summer was the most popular girl at school. Let's call her, oh I don't know, SUMMER? and at the end of each year we'd have the "privilage" of "kickin' it" at her "pad!" for 3 months.

Well I never showed up. I didn't even show up for the last day of school let alone go over to some white girl's house to watch her and her bleach blonde jock boyfriends play backyard volleyball in between servings of jesus and strawberry Kool-Aid.
White people food. Ugh.

And the whole time I'd be hanging out in her little brother's room, honorary member of the geek patrol, watching him play videogames with such amazing skill that I knew he was going to be everyone's favorite highschool punching bag extraordinaire.
I hate the sound of my brain leaking out of my ears. A process that unfortunately takes much less than 3 months.

I don't know why I think of white people when I think of summer.
Maybe it's because american kids have exciting and interesting life changing experiences during summer. The only option (option!?) I ever had was to wake up in a pool of my own sweat while enjoying the hidden pleasures of poverty.
Of course by now I couldn't possibly call that summer. No, let's call it... México!
And during this "México!" there would be this period of time, this season if you will, during which hordes of white people in giant, loose shirts, unecessary sandals and baseball caps.

Dear summer-dwelling white people,

You can't pssibly eat giant sombreros, colorful ponchos or mexican jumping beans.
Okay, maybe the beans, bugs and all, but thanks to YOU each little bean costs upwards of 3 whole pesos. Quite possibly the most nausiating food available next to sticks of giant, racing fire ants, and you had to drive the price up on that one. Thanks.

I hate summer.

just preparing you for the worst...

2005-09-29T11:26:02Z

so it turns out i was right
and everyone in school was wrong

but it's a small world out there
who in their right mind refuses to make peace with me?

-lrk

i didn't even know till it was over

2005-09-18T23:55:28Z

Mike D Hates You: btw
Mike D Hates You: i just got off the phone with amfrony
Mike D Hates You: that nigga doesnt hate you, its just a rumour that snack was starting and shit
littleradishkid: oh yeah?
littleradishkid: what was the rumor?
Mike D Hates You: yeah, he said: here's what happened
Mike D Hates You: snack, cami, and luna, all drove up to amfronys party
Mike D Hates You: anthony asked "why didnt richee come? he said he might be here"
Mike D Hates You: and snack flat out said
Mike D Hates You: "well, richee doesnt REALLY like you."
Mike D Hates You: and anthony thought you were his friend, so he got hurt by that i guess
littleradishkid: wtf!?
Mike D Hates You: but now he knows that shit aint true
Mike D Hates You: i told him that snack was talking out of his ass, and he just said that to start shit
littleradishkid: you DID tell him snack is a fuckin liar right?
Mike D Hates You: yeah, you and anthony are cool now. Anthony figured it wasnt true anyways, cos you two were hanging out a lot in NYC he said
littleradishkid: snack has NO place to say sheet about any of us! what a douche
Mike D Hates You: seriously
Mike D Hates You: that pissed me off very much so

on the wrong side of the street

2005-09-18T16:45:23Z

</bob> says:
what i think aboutttttttt the songs? pft
</bob> says:
thats the only time you i.m. me you homo

richee can't sing says:
NO YOU IDIOT!
richee can't sing says:
THE SITE!

</bob> says:
ahaha
</bob> says:
fuck off

richee can't sing says:
in other words
richee can't sing says:
you fuckin LOVE IT!

</bob> says:
har har. don't talk to me anymore

richee can't sing says:
awwww you're SO emo today!
richee can't sing says:
pmsing?

</bob> says:
I know what kind of person you are. You only talk to people if you think you can use them in some way. You caling me an idiot was the last straw. Fuck off. byebye.

something tells me megan just found the perfect excuse from now on as to why she'll talk sheet about me behind my back (like snacktime has had the gall to be doing recently). ugh the MSI police is right, i need to stop involving myself with you children

new 2 tha scene

2005-09-13T18:16:27Z

cassette is the new vinyl

my platonic manager / mystical adviser has instructed me to SHUT THE F^%$ UP and focus on my records;
in kinder words of course.
and since he is much more successful than i am, i am inclined to follow.

keep me in your hearts and in your ears.

-lrk

news FLASH!

2005-09-09T21:15:53Z

according to casey, patty and molly are dating now!

CONGRATULATIONS YOU 2!

I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE MADE FOR EACHOTHER!
we should all hang out sometime, eh!?

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2005-09-07T11:05:44Z

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hottest thing ever

2005-08-28T03:33:15Z

i dare you all to reply

scenedrama scenedrama scenedrama

2005-08-27T04:27:36Z

since this has been going around the scene lately i figured we should do what we do best and:

rip off the scab of this ridiculous little charade and chew on it as hard as we possibly can

---

it all starts when niko comes to me one of these faithful nights and asks me for advice

an awkward cry for HELP to put it bluntly

concerning diva
cuz she's worried that everything he's been telling her for months isn't true:
that she's the only girl in his life
that he doesn't speak to other girls
that she's the one for him

so we carefully laid out the facts:

he's never met her or hung out with her in real life
they talk for hours on the phone every day
she tells me she's ready to move from kentucky to san francisco for him

whatever mindset i was in at the time, my reasoning was simple
i flip out:

niko that is the dumbest thing i've ever heard

he's never met you!
i've heard him SMOOTH TALK every girl who's been around us
i'm proud that he's a playa but that is still a perfectly good reason to not take internet / cellular phone talk so seriously

niko you're almost my age?
why are you even taking a highschool kid so seriously? so romantically?
over the cellular phone?
he was secretly "phone-dating" casey for months too, you know?
plus other girls he hangs out with all the time, don't fuckin act like a naive little 13 year old girl about this!
you're smarter than this!
you're harder than this!
you're more experienced than this

oh wait...
niko you've only dated like what? 3 guys?
one of which is brandon, the guy you're seeing now?
now i get it
you're not my age
you're still young and imature, and way too fucking insecure
one of the most shy and insecure people i've ever met
and you have no self esteem

diva is obviously enamored with your personality over the cellular phone, but i know he's also got a playa mentality
i know that the fact that:

ark is in love with you + the scene joking about having sex with you = makes you SO MUCH MORE ATTRACTIVE to him

because i know sought-after girls are the most attractive
and diva is a competitor!
don't make the brash decision to move and uproot yourself just because you think you're madly in love with an internet guy you've never hung out with in real life... who seriously does that?

this is the same guy who said the most mature thing i've heard in my life:
"I WANT TO MAKE CASEY FEEL WORSE THAN I'M FEELING TONIGHT" and then proceeded to treat her like shit for a week, calling her a slut and a whore for ... what?
making out with a guy at a party because diva wouldn't pay attention to her, or acknowledge the fact that they were dating
why was he ignoring her the whole time? because their relationship had to stay a secret: how embarassing for him to be honestly dating casey

---

so she gets upset
and tells me that i've made her think about a lot of serious things than she hadn't thought about before (i can still feel the slap to my forehead)

like she was blind and now she can see reality
and our little window becomes more than a window of conversation
it becomes a window of confidence

---

so i carefully laid out the facts:

i never talk to niko
on the cellular phone i've spoken to her about 4 times, and online less than 20
i've never told niko i liked her romantically, even though the scene and i have joked about having sex with her and filming it for a music video, stupid non-consequential sheet like that

do people not understand that i have no ties to niko whatsoever?
except in a musical friendship kind of way, and even then our music is closer than we have ever been

but what i did care about is a naive insecure girl i've hung out with doing something so ridiculous as falling in love and moving near a kid for the apparent reason that he pays 5+ hours of attention and adoration to her every night over the phone

think about what you are talking about
especially if you have to go behind his back and ask me, molly and others about specific information and advice on him
inquire as to peoples perceptions of him
and then deduce his true intentions

and after the slap in the face of reality
i said you're welcome niko

---

and then it arrives
she messages me the next day and delivers the breaking news that not only had she broken our little window of confidence, but apparently i was so
very
wrong

it turns out i had lied to her
see, my matter-of-fact, obvious-to-anyone-with-half-a-brain points of view had made her so upset that she had to run and tell diva everything i said about the two of them in order that he may PLEASE vindicate their romance and PLEASE demonize my opinions as nothing but an evil, jealous attack on the object of her newest and most intoxicating obsession

and so niko came to me with an impressive wall of confidence that i don't remember having a part in providing

you made shit up richee
you lied to me
diva told me so
he saw how upset i was
and obviously you have a hidden agenda or you wouldn't have told me these things
or tried to disuade me from moving to s.f. for him

you don't know him at all richee
i do
he says you don't know anything about him
and even though he had to confess a few things after i brought them up
you still don't know anything
he matters so much to me and you are obviously wrong

---

after two "conversations" that really amounted to me having to defend my arguements against the most amazing cascades of denial and self-assurance i've had to deal with in a long time, i decided to let niko go before i completely lost respect for her

the surprising realization is that diva has been the most mature one in dealing with this ridiculous drama (perhaps for reasons that could be used as evidence for my arguements) and has reduced his involvement in this to a cute, if massively-biased, diagram

... which i find hillarious
good job diva

so here's the moral of the story:

never advise other people on their relationships
never try and help someone who, by all appearance, is about to get hurt
because they are also the ones who will just as well strike back at you at any moments notice

especially if you know both of the people involved
it isn't worth the problems and the consequences
keep in mind that as a third-party and objective observer you are not ruled by the irrational emotions of those involved

nothing is going to affect my friendship with diva, we have too much well-deserved respect for eachother
but that's a comodity not a lot of people share

hopefully you too can avoid ridiculous scene drama
and then maybe people in your life won't make secret livejournal communities just to talk about you

-lrk

hi, my name is richee and you read my journal
because one of these days you'll find the weak spot, and then...

00. i like lists, but you already knew that

2005-08-24T12:11:20Z

01. i'm tryin to finish a few records right now

02. i need a totally new harem, girls who's name do not end in the letter "y"

03. it's been almost a year since i spoke with kevin and our conversation the other day was slightly awkward and stale

04. what is it about me and vinny that makes girls want to travel across country to have sex with us?

05. jason carmer is still very busy while i am still very available

06. i flipped out yesterday when i tried to work on my old music tracks, apparently i need to stop re-hashing and start from scratch once and for all

07. i've slept so much this week and i can't wait to get home and sleep some more

08. scene-points to who ever figures out what's wrong with me first

09. oh, and scene points for whoever uses the word "coo" properly when commenting on this post

10. your music sucks kid

11. i'd talk SMACK about EMILY but she'd SHOOT me if i told people what was UP
haha oh my god just kidding

12. niggaz'll neva respec me an i does wonda why

13. stop kissing my ass and tell me what you really think, you beetches

14. i am suspicious of anyone who claims to be a true fan of "vyncent flaw"
i'm looking at you vlad

15. PFFHAHA! IT HAS A NAME! i'm a maiesiophilliac!? that's so hot

16. wait a minute... lindsey brooke huang is a real person!? holee sheet!

17. your obsessive preocupation with the technical terms of our relationship makes me not care about your feelings

20. i should be sleeping at work right now, i am so sick of this list already

hi, my name is richee and you read my journal
and you hate me for it

when j.j. fad did supersonic...

2005-08-14T07:13:13Z

one day i will be a sneaker pimp

one day i will be l'trimm's fuckin sequel

one day i will be dizzie rascal's back-up snare

one day i will be fefe dobson's "here we go" right before going into stupid little love song

you could never buy these for me
but we can collectively dream

the last word ever

2005-08-10T12:00:58Z

some people (*cough* molly *cough*)
have pointed out that casey's mother is suffering from an unfortunate bout of "incandescent rage"
so i think i should clear things up for you children

i sincerely doubt casey is truely upset at me for trying to help her realize what she did wrong last saturday night, especially considering the flood of appologetic / forgiveness-begging messages i have recieved from her

which is fine, i've already forgiven her
though i suspect milsy has not, only becuz milsy seems to know the *real* deal behind casey's motivations and victimization tactics

stratagems is such a crazy word!

and mikey, max and myself have come to the conclusion that not much is to be believed of casey in referance to her parents.
we all agree her parents are some of the most down-to-earth, kind, friendly people we have met, and that casey probably exagerrates and inflates situations for her own benefit.

plus, people only complain about my condescending tone when they know i'm otherwise RIGHT.

O_~

but then again, real friends don't let friends fuck up with no accountability
i'm sure her parents would agree

-lrk

hi, my name is richee and you read my journal
because my subliminal messages are spiritually uplifting

littleradishkid @ 2005-08-08T21:01:00

2005-08-09T04:07:27Z

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Midas
Date: Aug 7, 2005 2:24 AM

hey richee.....do you know whats going on with snacky?
im worried about him

----------------- Reply Message --------------------
From: Richee
Date: Aug 8, 2005 10:16 AM

good, cuz that's what he wants you to do
to "worry" about him

he told me during the parties that he wanted to do this, to just "spin out of control" because (i guess) nobody likes him enough nor takes him seriously enough.
of course, by his standards, spinning out of control means deleting his livejournal and changing his AIM name and all sorts of internet sheet -_-

and really it's pretty fuckin typical of him by now:

every once in a while he'll do this incredibly imature thing of making sure everyone knows that he's disappearing "for good, this time" from the internet / friends / life instead of just coping with his frustration

he did it a month ago, and i guess after making an ass out of himself all throughout the scene parties, he's decided to do it again

it's his way of shouting for attention, he even went out of his way to beg tophat to delete his account on the M.S.I. board, because just leaving isn't enough, he has to make sure everyone knows about it

so whatever dude, don't take it seriously.
he pissed a lot of us off in a fuckin major way, and then hasn't even had the balls to say anything to us.
i'm really pissed about his behaviour at my parties

other people are at different levels of irritation, ranging from mike never wanting to include him in anything again, to molly being majorly disappointed in him, to patty just being really REALLY annoyed by him

he needs to fix his huge fuckin ego, and the insecurities that go with it, he needs to realize that there is such a thing as not being the center of attention all the time, and that there's such a thing as being *just* a spectator instead of hogging everyone's limelight and getting burned

he has "heart" i guess, but he doesn't have any drive whatsoever.
even in the end he's only dependant on other people's ambitions, and the kids and i don't want to support that kind of shit anymore, ya know?

hopefully he's doing well otherwise, but i wouldn't lose any sleep over it considering he does this "act" all the time.
it's always the snack show

-r

everybody's parents always love me

2005-08-09T00:53:33Z

yeah yeah yeah
my last entry was pretty catty

but what makes it even more unnerving is the fact that not only do casey's parents dilligently read up on her two livejournals, mike and emily's journals, everybodies myspace profiles and blogs, but also this very journal you're reading right now.

so on that note!
hello mr. and mrs. grim!

thanks for letting me come over saturday and thank you mrs. grim for the tickets to the play.
despite the girls' initial complaints, i really enjoyed the show.
the actors were adorably enthusiastic and everything had this grassroots, guerilla-style performance atmosphere that was refreshing.

reminds me of standing in times square listening to this guy with a stack of homemade cd's, rapping his material on a corner. his stuff was *really* good too, very rebelliously amateurish artsy hip-hop, which i would have financially encouraged had i any ca$h on me at the time.

i'm *such* a sucker for unashamed, independant artistry

speaking of, the studio session was post-ponned till tomorrow, after which i shall be picking up vlad in berkely (i can never spell that name right) and meeting up with mike, max and luis at my pad.
a *lot* of recording shall hopefully ensue, and i might just have some tracks up by the end of the week.

unless you people don't care about our art.
you only want our bodies, don't you?

whores.

*muah*

peace,
-lrk

hi, my name is richee and you read my journal
because your parents were right about me

this is MY life, not yours...

2005-08-07T19:22:28Z

... and i write the entries, NOT you.

first off:
casey, last night you acted just like a selfish, imature little child

*you* were the one who convinced all three of us to hang out together
*you* were the one who set everything all up

even after your regression into a bitter, jealous, prom date earlier in the morning, me and mils decided we still wanted to have a good time with you.

you were crying about coming with us to vlad's rooftop movie-date and how did you thank us?
you start out by disobeying us both, you put on a little act to get everyone's attention, and then treat me and mils with complete and utter disrespect.

~_~

after we dropped you off, me and mils decided to have a private chat.
we told you as much.
and the first thing you do is come outside again, walk right up to where we were standing and you plant yourself there waiting for our attention.
we told you to go back to bed and you just walk around the front of the house and talk to yourself out loud in a childish attempt to make everything even more uncomfortable. you even threw a temper-tantrum!

i don't even know if i want to take you anywhere again!

casey, that was *not* okay!
i'm calling you out on it cuz you need to listen and stop thinking only about yourself
your friendship with mils is such a bluff and you let everyone walk all over you all because you're so terrified of being alone, and of your "home problems"; which, by the way, me and mils would gladly endure any day of the week just to live the easy, comfortable, reassuring life you "live".

you need to understand that you can't afford to worry about anything else that isn't:

your future, your talents, and your self-respect.

alright girl?
*sigh*
i hope you had a good nights sleep.

oh and P.S. STOP LETTING EMILY TURN YOU INTO A SMOKER.
CONTRARY TO WHAT YOU'RE THINKING NOBODY IS GOING TO LIKE YOU BECAUSE OF IT.

second off:
UGH, YES I KNOW you're all very concerned and worried that i hung out with emily last night. but the fact that it was somewhat of a trainwreck is actually reassuring.
i guess i appreciate your comments and your snickers and your critisism, for some strange reason it makes me feel loved, which is kind of illogical but then again we're all crazy.
i have really bad grammar.

molly just "happened" to be in the city today, and she even showed up at my house while i wasn't there.

i suspect it was all just a last minute impluse on her part to casually find out where i was and who i was with.
i know she's been very suspicious lately, and even though i've tried talking to her, i guess i haven't been completely upfront with her.

so i guess that would admonish her breaking into my e-mail accounts and checking in on my house and staying there till 3a.m. in the morning (she also had well-crafted and clever excuses for doing all of those).

unfortunately molly is just as 16 as casey is, acting just as imature during our n.y.c. trip.
and all of this just makes me come to the conclusion that i need to stop paying so much attention to girls that are younger than me, and maybe start paying attention the girls older than me...

third off:
... of even better, not pay attention to anyone right now. i'm *so* done with any serious relationships. i think i want to cut all my ties and start from scratch.

tomorrow i have another studio session with j.c.

my old friend luis might be moving in with me soon, he's getting a lucrative job as a street performer at fisherman's wharf.

*sigh*
i write my own entries, this is my life and i don't need to make any appologies. i'm done staying quiet, and i'm done letting other people make their own versions of my life.
as amazing as all of you are, none of you ever get it right.
i'm sorry for the harsh critisism.

fourth off:
dear vlad, i didn't want to flake on you last night cuz you're one of those people we just can't let go, one of those people we need to keep.
i'll see you tomorrow.

-lrk

hi, my name is richee and you read my journal
because i use commas like a pimp uses hoez

PFFFHAHAHA

2005-08-04T11:25:09Z

HERE'S AN UPDATE!!! on my exciting and much-immitated life, i might be playing a show with mikey in l.a. opening for some band called ozomatli, who are apparently "underground big"
i love refering to bands as "underground big".
it makes me feel better than them somehow

an excerpt from mikey's journal:

"Natalie talked to me a total of 3 times the entire party. She's not only boring, she has the personality of a brick and an attention span of about 3 seconds. I decided the only reason I'm going to hang out with her again is because she's getting me and Richee a show with Ozomatli."

so i found out j.c. is the guy who produced third eye blind and the donnas and he wants to do another vocal session by the end of the week (!!!???)
i'm *so* effin confused as to what they want from me!
it seems like every day i visit they're a day closer to figuring out i'm just a talentless hack

i think they think it's very "punk" of me

i can't really gauge where we are in the process right now:
we've got 'kid with a mic', 'kick out tha noize' and 'out enough to be in' down but at the same time i've yet to see brain and bucket in person.
if they're really going to be my backing band, then i assume i should at least meet them right?

speaking of my amazing music career, switchee.com is supposed to be finished soon.
thank you thank you thank you molly so so so much

hopefully my inane observations on the sad state of the san francisco music scene will move over there and then you'll be able to track my ridiculous attempts at self-promotion SO MUCH MORE accurately!
yay

OMG BREAKING NEWS!

*sigh*
some girl actually sent me this in a myspace message:

"i want to b your friend
because i need more mexican friends and u seem like an interesting person"

if my mic was a gun i'd be dead right now

-lrk

hi, my name is richee and you read my journal
because my friends are plush and my toys are real

littleradishkid @ 2005-08-01T17:20:00

2005-08-02T00:20:38Z

KIDZ AND KITTENZ OF THE GRADUATING CLASS OF LAST FUCKIN NIGHT:

2005-07-31T18:30:26Z

... and LO AND BEHOLD UPON THEE MUTHAFUCKAZ
everything turned out right in the end

my wife patty made my fuckin weekend
sheet that boy can flow like a vajay-jay
and he can also fuck like one...

kids was being chill after thursday's crazyness and fridays power-outage

i even had kids from highschool come up and join in, people i haven't seen in years, we lit up candles and rocked dark rooms full of beats and rhymes and then we had the grand master fuckin chief of all rap battles as EVERYONE took out 2 hours to write rhymez and drop that sheet for everyone tournament style over some fuckin beat i had lyin around
now everyone follow tha track: "IF I FIND OUT YOU BEEN LYING I'M GONNA BE REALLY..."

sheeet luis, mikey and patty ruled the mic, while we had verses from spooky, snack, myself, casey, max, branden, renREN and STAMMY?! they all laid it DOWN LIKE FUCKIN BRICKS while our love was the fuckin glue in between (CEMENT RIGHT?)

luis zavala (of the squirrel army) wants to get in on the scene now
fucker wants to come back and sheet
him and mikey and max all bonded which i think is just fabulous
i love when my peeps meet my other peeps especially when they have funniest sheet to tell me about the subversive sheet that little hoez been tryin to do to get back at me

BUT I DIGRESS SO MUCH HOLEE SHEET SINCE WHEN WAS MY MATRESS A BROTHEL?!

and my housemate nizhoni's friends were totally giving us sheet, and mean-muggin and totally alientated by our fuckin shows, and i thought she was mad when we totally drove them out of the house, but she came home and was like:

"WTF MY FRIENDS ARE DOUCHES I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU KIDS ACTUALLY WORRIED ABOUT BOTHERING THEM FUCK MY FRIENDS LETS DRINK"

and max you are fuckin genius i love you
you don't need white-trash beetchez crushin over you to prove how fuckin attractive you is, we need to throw some pictures of all these sheet downs soon

and i helped mikey take casey away, which is all fine ya know?
cuz not only am i not down for drama, but i'm all about just being the uniter and not the biter <- sheeet did i just drop some tight rhymez the mornings after!?!?!?

patty and luis and i already started talkin about our halloween party

... or should i say: HOLLA-SCENE party
WHAT UP DETROIT!

anyways, i digress AGAIN WTF!?, i hope all my kids will scribble in their journals all about this sheet cuz not only do i not remember all of it, but i'm sure i wasn't aware of all the crazyness goin on

MY BATHROOM SAW MORE ACTION THAN A PORN DIRECTOR SHEEET

and poor snackie, my heart is out to you bro for gettin royally burned on tha mic by everyone
practice yo freestyle sheet foo, don't kick none of that pre-written sheet anymore

man i should study to be a beatboxer... where do you learn that sheet? i bet there's some cheesy VHS tapes i can order online with some ghetto dude on the cover sportin thumbs up: LEARNZ TO BEAT BOX LIKE A THIZZ PIMP

"i bought these tapes only four weeks ago and i'm already my 'hoods' masta beat boxer! i stepped up from beat disasters to backin up tha MASTERS! BUY THEM NOW!"

SHEET PEOPLE THEES IS GETTIN LONG AND POINTLESS

POINTLESS

POINTLESS

POINT IS

EVERYONE WHO COULD COME OVER AND DIDN'T: YOU MISSED THE FUCK OUT
EVERYONE WHO WANTED TO COME OVER AND COULDN'T: YOU WERE WITH US IN SPIRITS
EVERYONE ELSE:

THREE NIGHTS WAS ONLY THA BEGINNING
YOU GONNA FREAK OUT WHEN YOU FIND OUT WHAT WE GOTS COOKIN FOR NEXT TIME

PEACE
-R.F.S.

yeah but if i wanted to live a quiet life...

2005-07-30T03:22:39Z

I'D SHUT THE FUCK UP

i *hate* the scene
and the scene hates me
playing is fuckin up sheet
i stopped caring about a few minutes ago
kids being pricks girl being tricks

and i look UGLEE

i gotta stay away from certain peeple now
put up with others for a leeeeetle bit longer

molly mess sheet up casey mess sheet up and snackie mess sheet up
i'm not the one with the ego. i'm not full of myself or demanding
i don't ruin parties or make *everyone* mad including the band.
i don't drive peeple to leave early

on the other hand daiquiri is like ice cream

and j.c. must be so disappointed in me

CUZ I'M ALL HYPED UP AND READY TO LET DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN
THIS IS WHERE YOU KITTENZ GO:

(this is where you reply and tell me what you kittens say)

p.s. mele is coming, this'll be notch

Where is my backlash already?

2005-07-27T12:03:36Z

I'm maybe somehow possibly almost already in a "band" with a drummer named after an important organ in the body and a guitarist with a ... fastfood menu item on his head?

*shrugs*

I'm churning out lyrics like a maid be churnin out butter but i seriously fear they are going to find me out soon: i am a forged hackery
or a hack forgery...

... both of which sound like the names of some 18th century british fellows

I guess what was supposed to be the first s-c-e-n-e-p-a-r-t-y has turned into a THREE NITES AT RICHEEZ show, and so far i'm already exhausted.
Not only do i have to organize the house, but i gotta host for scenekidz, set up a show, work on my beats, go to the studio with j.c., lay down more stupid vocals and then come back home and make sure my lovely frendz in daiquiri are havin a good time.

I'm ready to just crash on my couchie and let everyone just come and go... *yawnstretches*

Hey dee, don't mess yourself up over s.f., i didn't mean to put so much pressure on you to come live here, don't worry.
We'll still be here for a while...

right kids?

littleradishkid @ 2005-07-25T22:31:00

2005-07-26T05:38:51Z

ensign butterfly: HOLA
ensign butterfly: okaybye
littleradishkid: brb
littleradishkid: back!
littleradishkid: what's up negress?
ensign butterfly: Not alot
littleradishkid: ugh you take too long to
respond!
littleradishkid: are you busy or are you just
too concered with planning your
responses?
ensign butterfly: stop messaging my girlfriend you sick fuck
littleradishkid: molly is your girlfriend?
littleradishkid: i didn't know you were dating molly?
ensign butterfly: stop messaging anna
littleradishkid: anna wanted to hang out with me and molly
littleradishkid: so i don't see why i shouldn't be able to message her again?
ensign butterfly: because i love her to death and i'm very protective
littleradishkid: awww jealous boy, down puppy down...
littleradishkid: or you get off on acting like a douche
ensign butterfly: i fucking look down on you like the scum you truly are
littleradishkid: hahaha i love it when you talk dirty to me!
ensign butterfly: you sick cunt
littleradishkid: *sniffles* i do have a slight cold...
ensign butterfly: ha ha ha ha ha
ensign butterfly: fuck off
littleradishkid: well tell anna that molly and i totally do wanna hang out with her again
littleradishkid: we're, as the kids say these days, "down!"
littleradishkid: thinking... thinking...
littleradishkid: thinking...
littleradishkid: thinking...
littleradishkid: where's your witty, snappy remark?
ensign butterfly: i don't want anna hanging out with you around
ensign butterfly: i'm done arguing with you
littleradishkid: this was an arguement?
littleradishkid: it seemed more like a... pleasant meet and greet!
littleradishkid: with fun little champagne glasses and crumpets!
littleradishkid: and a really overtly friendly host who's just really trying to please everyone at the party to make herself look good
littleradishkid: oh those fritzy hosts!
ensign butterfly: you need to grow up and atart dating people close to your age
littleradishkid: haha i love being famous
littleradishkid: sheeet! mufukin 14 year ol beetches be all up in mah sheet foo!
littleradishkid: i betcha couldn't even rezeest dat sheet yo
littleradishkid: so on that note! see ya later foolio! *gang sign*
ensign butterfly: i don't take advantage of growing minds
littleradishkid: sheet son, you watch too much dr. phil
littleradishkid: bye!

LIVIN THA ABSURDY LIFE

2005-07-26T05:06:57Z

MILSY IF YOU'RE READING THIS (AND I KNOW YOU ARE HOW SAD)
I FIND THE FACT THAT YOUR LIFE IS SLOWLY DISSOLVING INTO A BORING WHITE TRASH STEREOTYPE
ABSOLUTELY

ABSURD

WAY TO GO ABSURDY QUEEN MILSY!

IS THIS GOOD ENOUGH TO KEEP YOUR "RAGE" MOMENTUM GOIN? THAT'S IT KEEP IT GOIN GIRL!
HERES TO YOU SLOWLY DISAPPEARING INTO ABSURDITY!

-ABSURDY PRINCE RADISH

P.S. THERE'S A WEEKEND SCENE PARTY AT MY PAD, DAQUIRI PLAYS ON THURSDAY, SATURDAY WE'RE ALL PLAYING ON THIS N64 I HAVE LYING AROUND
BIG TIME FUN!

cook your TIME in a pre-heated oven at 450 degrees for 30 minutes

2005-07-20T11:09:18Z

TIME xheater: how come you always awake mr california
littleradishkid: i practice the ancient art of leaving my computer on at all times
TIME xheater: !!!
TIME xheater: me too!
littleradishkid: and never use away messages, cuz frankly, those are for lesser men
TIME xheater: i am lesser then :(
littleradishkid: awwww
littleradishkid: it's okay, sometimes they are called for
littleradishkid: mainly when you want to tell someone something, but don't want to actually message them because you are not on speaking terms
littleradishkid: *smiles*
TIME xheater: but we are on speaking terms!
littleradishkid: which is why this is not just a cleverly written java scripted away message
TIME xheater: java is snore
littleradishkid: so are coconuts
TIME xheater: yes
littleradishkid: errr
littleradishkid: is
littleradishkid: anyways
TIME xheater: to err is anyways
littleradishkid: do you know how to code livejournals?
TIME xheater: what kind of code
TIME xheater: like page layout?
littleradishkid: livejournal... layout... code
littleradishkid: yes
TIME xheater: that stuff is easy
littleradishkid: you'd think so but everyone keeps not being able to help me
littleradishkid: speakin of which
littleradishkid: i'm at work
TIME xheater: yuck
littleradishkid: it's 3:50 a.m. and i'm sleepy
littleradishkid: therefore i shall leave this station in the hands of lesser evils than a sleepy richee
littleradishkid: and go sleep on the handly reception area couch!
littleradishkid: you should come visit sometime!
TIME xheater: what is the place called
TIME xheater: and maybe i will fly out and visit you at work
littleradishkid: and bring gabe along. i've been meaning to pinch that boy in several undisclosed locations
TIME xheater: !
TIME xheater: HIS BUTT
littleradishkid: it's the KEST, KIQI and KATD radio stations all in one. kind of neapolitan flavored radio
littleradishkid: just come to fagville c.a.
littleradishkid: errr s.f.
littleradishkid: super friendly
TIME xheater: super friends
TIME xheater: i keep trying to get him to come to my shows or to near boston so i can jump him
littleradishkid: if i wasn't only famouz in our collective imaginations i might have had enough money to be in boston right now
littleradishkid: with my friendly super friends
littleradishkid: for the amanda palmer solo show
littleradishkid: also known as one half of the dynamic dresden doll duo
littleradishkid: that's a lot of d's
littleradishkid: now if only i could find a girl with a lot of d's, i wouldn't need the internet
TIME xheater: ewwwww dresden dolls
littleradishkid: i know i know, i'm *that* much cooler for liking them when it's hip to not like them because everybody likes them for not liking them and cream
TIME xheater: i saw them before they were big
TIME xheater: two songs into their set i realized they were going to be playing the same exact song over again for the next half hour
littleradishkid: yeah, i know how you feel, now if only i could get girls to see me "after" i get big, then maybe i'd have a better reputation...
littleradishkid: cuz i'm decievingly compact when sheathed
TIME xheater: jajaja good one
TIME xheater: !
littleradishkid: !!! you laughed like a mexican!
littleradishkid: i love it
littleradishkid: jajaja!
TIME xheater: yes i gave up on laughing in english
TIME xheater: yes and i am not circumsized eitherrrrrrrrr
littleradishkid: oh i am circumsized, it just does weird things when it's really cold
TIME xheater:
littleradishkid: like... i'm positive that at a certain temperature / first moment of awkwardness with a girl, both circumsized and uncircumsized penii become pretty much indistinguishable for a certain amount of time
littleradishkid: as i am also positive that some freakishly deformed girl out there has a clitoris that is greater than my smallest moment
littleradishkid: but i think i should leave such ruminations put for the remainder of this lifetime
TIME xheater: yes

littleradishkid: oh. so now you hate me because i gave up on having a penis in english
TIME xheater: no
littleradishkid: well sorry my mexican forebearers figured they'd have a better shot at attracting a jesus by chopping off bits of genitalia
TIME xheater:
littleradishkid: i'm telling you, whoever came up with that is a genius
littleradishkid: it's the most hardcore secret handshake in the world
littleradishkid: cuz you know they didn't do it when they were born back in the day
TIME xheater: they have done it for millenia
TIME xheater: back in the day like wild style soundtrack
littleradishkid: with a stone axe
littleradishkid: ouch
littleradishkid: hah totally not even close, but still funny
TIME xheater: sharpened rocks
littleradishkid: and on that note

UGH

2005-07-20T02:59:07Z

I keep having to come back here cuz no one seems to be capable of fixing my new livejournal for me
fine, i guess i'm just going to have to code it myself
*raises sleeves*

On a more painful sidenote, i've been trying to read Neal Stephenson's Quicksilver for the past few days and i've only been able to get to page 33 after taking long breaks every few pages to rub my aching head

Why do i need a major in history, geography and physics just to read this thing!?

I promise that as soon as i visit j.c. at the studio i'll start posting in my new journal and it'll be spectacular. Apparently brain loves what i've been doin with the tracks

anyways
i just saw mikey's new video and it's... amazing
i love when my friends do stuff that totally blows me away... finally i can feel like i have a creative genius as a peer and that i'm not the only one tryin to do some seriously bending stuff

aight peace

p.s. hate to say i told you so

wait, no i don't