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Ugh... what the hell happened last night?! |
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| Summer English Composition? |
[Jul. 20th, 2006|10:43 pm] |
A summer day, a summer day, a summer day.
I hate summer.
Actually, I never hated summer until I found out through my television that I was supposed to L O V E ! summer.
As if summer was the most popular girl at school. Let's call her, oh I don't know, SUMMER? and at the end of each year we'd have the "privilage" of "kickin' it" at her "pad!" for 3 months.
Well I never showed up. I didn't even show up for the last day of school let alone go over to some white girl's house to watch her and her bleach blonde jock boyfriends play backyard volleyball in between servings of jesus and strawberry Kool-Aid.
White people food. Ugh.
And the whole time I'd be hanging out in her little brother's room, honorary member of the geek patrol, watching him play videogames with such amazing skill that I knew he was going to be everyone's favorite highschool punching bag extraordinaire.
I hate the sound of my brain leaking out of my ears. A process that unfortunately takes much less than 3 months.
I don't know why I think of white people when I think of summer.
Maybe it's because american kids have exciting and interesting life changing experiences during summer. The only option (option!?) I ever had was to wake up in a pool of my own sweat while enjoying the hidden pleasures of poverty.
Of course by now I couldn't possibly call that summer. No, let's call it... México!
And during this "México!" there would be this period of time, this season if you will, during which hordes of white people in giant, loose shirts, unecessary sandals and baseball caps.
Dear summer-dwelling white people,
You can't pssibly eat giant sombreros, colorful ponchos or mexican jumping beans.
Okay, maybe the beans, bugs and all, but thanks to YOU each little bean costs upwards of 3 whole pesos. Quite possibly the most nausiating food available next to sticks of giant, racing fire ants, and you had to drive the price up on that one. Thanks.
I hate summer. |
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| just preparing you for the worst... |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|04:24 am] |
so it turns out i was right
and everyone in school was wrong
but it's a small world out there
who in their right mind refuses to make peace with me?
-lrk |
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| i didn't even know till it was over |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|04:48 pm] |
Mike D Hates You: btw
Mike D Hates You: i just got off the phone with amfrony
Mike D Hates You: that nigga doesnt hate you, its just a rumour that snack was starting and shit
littleradishkid: oh yeah?
littleradishkid: what was the rumor?
Mike D Hates You: yeah, he said: here's what happened
Mike D Hates You: snack, cami, and luna, all drove up to amfronys party
Mike D Hates You: anthony asked "why didnt richee come? he said he might be here"
Mike D Hates You: and snack flat out said
Mike D Hates You: "well, richee doesnt REALLY like you."
Mike D Hates You: and anthony thought you were his friend, so he got hurt by that i guess
littleradishkid: wtf!?
Mike D Hates You: but now he knows that shit aint true
Mike D Hates You: i told him that snack was talking out of his ass, and he just said that to start shit
littleradishkid: you DID tell him snack is a fuckin liar right?
Mike D Hates You: yeah, you and anthony are cool now. Anthony figured it wasnt true anyways, cos you two were hanging out a lot in NYC he said
littleradishkid: snack has NO place to say sheet about any of us! what a douche
Mike D Hates You: seriously
Mike D Hates You: that pissed me off very much so |
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| on the wrong side of the street |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|09:42 am] |
</bob> says:
what i think aboutttttttt the songs? pft
</bob> says:
thats the only time you i.m. me you homo
richee can't sing says:
NO YOU IDIOT!
richee can't sing says:
THE SITE!
</bob> says:
ahaha
</bob> says:
fuck off
richee can't sing says:
in other words
richee can't sing says:
you fuckin LOVE IT!
</bob> says:
har har. don't talk to me anymore
richee can't sing says:
awwww you're SO emo today!
richee can't sing says:
pmsing?
</bob> says:
I know what kind of person you are. You only talk to people if you think you can use them in some way. You caling me an idiot was the last straw. Fuck off. byebye.
something tells me megan just found the perfect excuse from now on as to why she'll talk sheet about me behind my back (like snacktime has had the gall to be doing recently). ugh the MSI police is right, i need to stop involving myself with you children |
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| new 2 tha scene |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|11:06 am] |
cassette is the new vinyl
my platonic manager / mystical adviser has instructed me to SHUT THE F^%$ UP and focus on my records;
in kinder words of course.
and since he is much more successful than i am, i am inclined to follow.
keep me in your hearts and in your ears.
-lrk |
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| news FLASH! |
[Sep. 9th, 2005|02:13 pm] |
according to casey, patty and molly are dating now!
CONGRATULATIONS YOU 2!
I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE MADE FOR EACHOTHER!
we should all hang out sometime, eh!? |
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| HOW TO POST LIKE DEE: |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|04:07 am] |
BLAH BLAH BLAH
PM ROCKER
BLAH BLAH BLAH
AM SEC 5
BLAH BLAH BLAH
BOYS
BLAH BLAH BLAH
NO RICHEE
BLAH BLAH BLAH
ASS ROCKER PM 5 XKSHJAGSIDHG POO
BLAH BLAH BLAH |
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| hottest thing ever |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|08:31 pm] |
i dare you all to reply |
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| scenedrama scenedrama scenedrama |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|08:03 pm] |
since this has been going around the scene lately i figured we should do what we do best and:
rip off the scab of this ridiculous little charade and chew on it as hard as we possibly can
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it all starts when niko comes to me one of these faithful nights and asks me for advice
an awkward cry for HELP to put it bluntly
concerning diva
cuz she's worried that everything he's been telling her for months isn't true:
that she's the only girl in his life
that he doesn't speak to other girls
that she's the one for him
so we carefully laid out the facts:
he's never met her or hung out with her in real life
they talk for hours on the phone every day
she tells me she's ready to move from kentucky to san francisco for him
whatever mindset i was in at the time, my reasoning was simple
i flip out:
niko that is the dumbest thing i've ever heard
he's never met you!
i've heard him SMOOTH TALK every girl who's been around us
i'm proud that he's a playa but that is still a perfectly good reason to not take internet / cellular phone talk so seriously
niko you're almost my age?
why are you even taking a highschool kid so seriously? so romantically?
over the cellular phone?
he was secretly "phone-dating" casey for months too, you know?
plus other girls he hangs out with all the time, don't fuckin act like a naive little 13 year old girl about this!
you're smarter than this!
you're harder than this!
you're more experienced than this
oh wait...
niko you've only dated like what? 3 guys?
one of which is brandon, the guy you're seeing now?
now i get it
you're not my age
you're still young and imature, and way too fucking insecure
one of the most shy and insecure people i've ever met
and you have no self esteem
diva is obviously enamored with your personality over the cellular phone, but i know he's also got a playa mentality
i know that the fact that:
ark is in love with you + the scene joking about having sex with you = makes you SO MUCH MORE ATTRACTIVE to him
because i know sought-after girls are the most attractive
and diva is a competitor!
don't make the brash decision to move and uproot yourself just because you think you're madly in love with an internet guy you've never hung out with in real life... who seriously does that?
this is the same guy who said the most mature thing i've heard in my life:
"I WANT TO MAKE CASEY FEEL WORSE THAN I'M FEELING TONIGHT" and then proceeded to treat her like shit for a week, calling her a slut and a whore for ... what?
making out with a guy at a party because diva wouldn't pay attention to her, or acknowledge the fact that they were dating
why was he ignoring her the whole time? because their relationship had to stay a secret: how embarassing for him to be honestly dating casey
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so she gets upset
and tells me that i've made her think about a lot of serious things than she hadn't thought about before (i can still feel the slap to my forehead)
like she was blind and now she can see reality
and our little window becomes more than a window of conversation
it becomes a window of confidence
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so i carefully laid out the facts:
i never talk to niko
on the cellular phone i've spoken to her about 4 times, and online less than 20
i've never told niko i liked her romantically, even though the scene and i have joked about having sex with her and filming it for a music video, stupid non-consequential sheet like that
do people not understand that i have no ties to niko whatsoever?
except in a musical friendship kind of way, and even then our music is closer than we have ever been
but what i did care about is a naive insecure girl i've hung out with doing something so ridiculous as falling in love and moving near a kid for the apparent reason that he pays 5+ hours of attention and adoration to her every night over the phone
think about what you are talking about
especially if you have to go behind his back and ask me, molly and others about specific information and advice on him
inquire as to peoples perceptions of him
and then deduce his true intentions
and after the slap in the face of reality
i said you're welcome niko
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and then it arrives
she messages me the next day and delivers the breaking news that not only had she broken our little window of confidence, but apparently i was so
very
wrong
it turns out i had lied to her
see, my matter-of-fact, obvious-to-anyone-with-half-a-brain points of view had made her so upset that she had to run and tell diva everything i said about the two of them in order that he may PLEASE vindicate their romance and PLEASE demonize my opinions as nothing but an evil, jealous attack on the object of her newest and most intoxicating obsession
and so niko came to me with an impressive wall of confidence that i don't remember having a part in providing
you made shit up richee
you lied to me
diva told me so
he saw how upset i was
and obviously you have a hidden agenda or you wouldn't have told me these things
or tried to disuade me from moving to s.f. for him
you don't know him at all richee
i do
he says you don't know anything about him
and even though he had to confess a few things after i brought them up
you still don't know anything
he matters so much to me and you are obviously wrong
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after two "conversations" that really amounted to me having to defend my arguements against the most amazing cascades of denial and self-assurance i've had to deal with in a long time, i decided to let niko go before i completely lost respect for her
the surprising realization is that diva has been the most mature one in dealing with this ridiculous drama (perhaps for reasons that could be used as evidence for my arguements) and has reduced his involvement in this to a cute, if massively-biased, diagram
... which i find hillarious
good job diva
so here's the moral of the story:
never advise other people on their relationships
never try and help someone who, by all appearance, is about to get hurt
because they are also the ones who will just as well strike back at you at any moments notice
especially if you know both of the people involved
it isn't worth the problems and the consequences
keep in mind that as a third-party and objective observer you are not ruled by the irrational emotions of those involved
nothing is going to affect my friendship with diva, we have too much well-deserved respect for eachother
but that's a comodity not a lot of people share
hopefully you too can avoid ridiculous scene drama
and then maybe people in your life won't make secret livejournal communities just to talk about you
-lrk
hi, my name is richee and you read my journal
because one of these days you'll find the weak spot, and then... |
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